Jonathan left for Italy yesterday. I went to bed at 10:00 and at 3:24, I was still watching my clock. At 8:30 Ferd woke up and said “I think I hear my dad”. It’s not the same without him. Even though I’m the one that does all the talking, everything is much too quiet. Maybe Ferd and I will just eat chocolate brownies tonight with a milk chaser. I don’t even feel baking though, so I’ll make them from a mix. Ferd will stir and I’ll shove them in the oven.